Here’s the piece I wrote this week for the Woodstock Writers Festival “Rock and Roll Story Slam.” The phrase “By The Time I Got to Woodstock” had to be part of the story, and if you went over 3 1/2 minutes reading tonight in front of Michael Lang, you got gonged. But that’s rock and roll, baby. So I didn’t get gonged, the event was great, and here it is:
By the time I got to Woodstock, I’d driven miles of tobacco roads through dust fields and hidden stills, our Blue Ridge Valley held tight by mountains and broken ballads of Appalachia. Freebird was the modern anthem, but not mine.
My mother in the kitchen high on show tunes, Dad turning up the dial on the car radio—again, the dreaded Lightfoot. “Listen kids,” words tossed over the seat like Mom tossed carrots into the salad bowl while soprano-ing out a chorus of “My Fair Lady.” My brother’s Zeppelin and full-costume backyard Kiss concerts drew crowds, earned him some at-the-door cash before supper.
From my room, disco and “Rumors’ whenever the radio wasn’t reaching for miles-away WLS–Chicago. Over our black top two-lanes, Rick Ross was spinning on 3WC from a toy-sized studio on Main Street. Time stalled and Patti Smith lingered on our local stations, as if by some magic, as if there was a voice determined to help me get on with it all. Sixteen and restless, the windows down, driving no where—everything was, “Because The Night.”
The thing about college, about getting away to Chapel Hill, was the promise to never make that lazy exit back to the twang and foothills. I’d seen a lot of people do it, but not me. No way. So the 80’s were no sleep “In The Name Of Love,” U2 taking over the world, and REM blasting from ivy-covered buildings as we sat on brick walls late at night, the sweat of the bars glistening on our skin, like glitter in winter.
By the time I got to New York, I knew I was gone. Applauding my brother through every heavy-metal-dive on the Jersey shore, the Stone Pony and Rock Horse, bars up and down the hopelessness called Route 9 and finally into Manhattan showcases, I waited for the lights to come on. In the city, I saw who I wanted to see. CB’s, Brownies, The Beacon, etc, etc, etc,. There was the Roger Daltrey kiss. Showcases and A&R-speak. Velvet ropes and stage doors. Earplugs in my handbag—until the need set in.
By the time I got to Woodstock, there were photographs I wanted to shoot in daylight. Poems to write in the morning. The mountains echoed back things I’d forgotten—like space between the words, the sound of my breath at sunrise. Trails of the familiar Blue Ridge met me, and I sat down for a minute, linked again to home.
Today I heard Patti Smith’s new single. After all these years, all these miles, all the times I’ve seen her, read her, watched her, I sit outside on Ohayo, amazed at how close everything stays.
–Sharon Rousseau
And Levon, we miss you. Thank you.